Oh Em Gees...
I'm so freaking depressed. :[
I seriously feel like crying.
BLEAHHH! WAHHHHH!
I dont know if anyone knows but
when i was practicing my readers theatre,
I cried. And i was suppose to perform,
i faked stomachache and didnt perform.
When we suppose to play soccer,
Tiffany broke my heart.
So i was not in the mood of playing.
I told Miss Tay i dont want to play
then she say cannot.
She ask me to come to her then
she ask me why i dont want to play.
I say nothing lah. duh...
Then before all of this happened, i tested Tiffany.
I asked her not to talk to me anymore.
I told Elizabeth to tell her that.
And guess what she said.
" Never mind. I still have Michelle."
That really broke my heart.
Because i really hate Michelle. ( Michelle if you are reading this, i hate you.)
And whoa. Trust Tiffany to say that.
I HATE MICHELLE TO THE CORE.
I thought i still had Victoria,
but in the end... no.
I really had forgiven her.
But she did something that really pissed me off.
When it was recess,
i thought she would come with us.
But in the end she went with MICHELLE.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
This is fking irritating.
I really want to forgive her.
But i dont know how...
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So now i officially dont have any best or closest friends anymore.
I will have nobody to go recess with or have fun with.
I just hope my 'Friends' will eventually talk to me again.
And i cant stop crying. i dont know why.
Recess i dont have friends to go with. so...
I tried going on a diet with Victoria but i couldnt stop eating.
So i'm gonna starve. And grow skinnier than Tiffany.
I'm not gonna starve till death
because Tiffany is not worth my life.
Or maybe she is.... But at the moment, not so.
And now... its like so emo...
Its like im emo-ing.
And the greatest thing happened. my phone spoil.
and the wallpaper is Tiffany...
Good lah. So Tiffany caused it? Hmph.
And since i was born,
I got attitude problem.
And this is really for Victoria to hear.
And when i bu shuang,
i show alot of attitude.
So now that you know,
you can dont talk to me.
HERE ARE THINGS THAT I AM.
IRRITATING
BITCHY
FAT
ANNOYING
NOT FUN
LOSER.
And here are things Michelle are.
FUN
GENTLE
SWEET
WINNER
FUNNY
LOTS OF FUN
and everything im not.
I always punch or hurt Tiffany
Michelle always makes Tiffany laugh.
Maybe thats the reason Tiffany LOVES Michelle.
And hangs out with her.
I dont hate anyone now.
but myself.
Alethea
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 5:12 AM
